Im physically angry at websites that have “personal stories” of people who have fasted. They all proclaim, Oh yeah i wasnt even hungry for the first 3 days, i had…
Secrets and Shyness, {private]
I havent written in a while, been distracted by my outside world. Trying to maintain my quality of work at work, trying to keep up to date with my chores,…
Locked away in a Castle
Under lock and key Estranged Solituded I so desperately crave to be with the people but despite how much i try i cant be.. i am not one of them…
Whoredom, Boredom & Jesus Puns…
KETO – oh gawd, I have sinned so incredibly, what should I confess -the Mcdonalds, the pizza, the cookies, the Kebab… The Ice cream… All of it. I am making…
Weakness
I failed. I am breaking my keto after an exhausting struggle. I seem to not be loosing any weight according to the scales. Literally 4 kg and not a pound…
Projects and Future Pacing- a self indulgent pity party
My mind is racing at hundred miles an hour, Im too caught up in the future again.. desperately running from one side of the cage to the other trying to…
Intimidation :Societal Endemic Series
A blank page. There’s the application of energy and emotion waiting to be transferred into words and meanings. A communication for expression. But alas at much as I feel the…
Being a Doula life, death and everything in between..
I used to be terrified of birth, pregnancy and everything. Now I see it as a sort of calling, not just to do it myself but also to help guide…